What was normal..?

Es ist Zeit für Rache!
Wir müssen die Juden ausrotten!

and Rob Schneider is, THE STAPLER!

dangit South Park.. you have this stuck in my head. NOT COOL. omg lol

Anyway, Trish kept me up studying because she told me she saw a bat flying around her room. WHAT ARE THE CHANCES OF THAT!

But anyway.. It's day 4 1/2 since..

I was afraid I'd come off selfish.
I care and just want to be helpful..
I don't want to cause more trouble even though I'm hurting too and don't want to be alone..
I can't get my mind straight and it's hard to do what I have to,
especially since Alex is hurting so bad.
Each day goes by so much slower and it's killing me.
I don't know how to act or what to say..
I don't feel like myself and I'm scared..

But I have to breathe and stay optimistic and pull through..it's all I can do..
For their sakes..and for my own sanity.
But damnit it's just so hard and my heart aches..